13 Comments to “Koi wo Suru nara Nidome ga Joto (2024) Episode 4”

1. Just a “kitanai oji-san” looking super handsome making a kicked puppy face 🥺😍 no wonder Myata couldn’t leave!

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2. Am i going to be on repeat mode for this episode…oh YES i am !!!!

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3. These are my disheveled thoughts literally written in the middle of the night💓😭 I’m sorry in advance…

   SPOILER… OH, MY I loved every bit of this episode. I don’t think I’ve seen this much passion in a Japanese BL in a while. Some have had some lust, but this went beyond that🙌 I felt goosebumps inhaling every exhale from them during that ending scene. The unison in which their bodies moved, quenching each other’s thirst was beautiful… The intricacy of their facial and verbal expressions were deceptively light but they were overwhelming bc I could feel all their emotions pouring out💞 …
   Miyata’s “self-pleasuring” shower scene – he was definitely wet😉 or was that just me, from watching that🫢🔥 I was right there deep in that “swamp” with Miyata🙈

   This whole episode was a prelude to that delicate, sensual and raw ending. The dialogue so simplistic but that’s what made it feel more honest and authentic.💖

   I don’t want this series to end.

   P.S. Oh, how I laughed the way Iwanaga pushed the assistant out of way to bring Miyata into the house, even tho he was so sick, lol. I loved the way Miyata didn’t shy away from expressing his attraction to Iwanaga. It was an effortless banter back in forth that only highlighted how connected they’ve been like they lost no time between them. It was the way Miyata stared at Iwanaga and how Iwanaga made this, “but I want you” eyes so clearly through his believably ill state. Miyata looking after him as he slept with that indirect kiss to the forehead was so soft followed by a much-needed shower to unleash the tension figuratively and literally.

   The tiny smiles from Iwanaga enjoying the small displays of affection from Miyata- the ice-cream, the note… Both savoring their moments. Miyata having a great day felt lonely bc he couldn’t share it with the person he wanted most, senpai.
   I loved how that one text was enough for him to want to officially start a new chapter for them. Going on his emotions and not wanting to think it through in that moment.
   The openness and maturity of that convo on the couch was excellent. Miyata was experiencing liquid truth but in a way that was honest without the drunken embarrassment. It’s their adult communication that sets them apart from so many of our other BL couples. The directness from both of them was moving in that scene which ultimately lead to that magnificent love scene.
   As Miyata analyzed his feelings knowing he lost and couldn’t keep resisting Iwanaga. I felt the crescendo in the music intensifying as their bodies became one.
   The eating out, reminiscing, remembering the lunchbox, such beautiful details before feasting on each other. I loved that Miyata got to sober up before confessing all sorts of thoughts from the trivial to the spicy ones by the riverside.
   Igwanga didn’t want to say he loved him equally but was certain he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. I loved the no-nonsense of that. The clear communication was almost overwhelming me bc there were so many subtleties in that convo, nothing overdone, it felt authentic.
   That “fall in love with me” followed by the instant steps forward with purpose were powerful.
   The way they examined each other siting on the couch with the playful stares, the little scooch towards Igwanga. Senpai, followed by the kiss and exploration of their bodies.
   The dialogue in the last scenes were amazing. I felt every word and emotion to the point that it brought me to tears. This pureness and rawness always moves me to the core.
   The grab of the hair, massaging it, breathing each other in, the kisses on their glistening bodies. The bite of the lip followed by some alpha energy from Miyata. The piano music narrating in the background the emotions exploding between the sheets. Everything came full circle in that moment.
   P.S.S. I’m going to ignore the nonsense that is that preview for next week. I’m going to savor this moment like my life depended on it bc it was that special. Lol

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4. Ugh! Never fails! Just when things get good. Hmph

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5. This episode got me fangirling hard. I love this show so much.
   Miyata’s happiness is so contagious and his smile is the cutest. And Iwanaga is simping so hard.
   That “aishiteru” killed me, it left me in shambles.
   I’m going to rewatch this episode for serotonin purposes for the rest of the week

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6. Aaah..the way Miyata folded when Senpai made that puppy fever face.
   I knew there would be some brewery next week as this episode was soooo lovey dovey, but i didn’t thought they would bring the third person. So that person is the one whom Iwanga Takashi made bet with to see whether Miyata would run away with him . I am so ready for the drama to unfold.
   On other note, i have not seen anybody so sexy during the shower. I am well fed this episode 😉

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7. Iwanaga Takashi’s sick mode ===> a cute cat 🐈 😁

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8. I have a lot of things to say but tbh I better just scream!!!!!

   Well, #SexIsBetterTheSecondTimeAround too????? 😳🫣

   Why do I always feel like I’m a scorer when I’m watching this series, especially on that bridge back and forth scene? It’s always like “+1 point for Miyata” “Oops Iwanaga is right, +1 point for him.”

   Miyata: “But if it’s not equal, I don’t need it.“
   Me: RIGHTT!!!!! TELL HIM!!!

   Iwanaga: “I may not be able to show the weight of my love, so I don’t know if it comes across as equal.“
   Me: THAT’S TRUE THAT’S VALID

   “But I want to spend the rest of my life with you. First of all, please fall in love with me.“
   Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

   “Just so you know, there won’t be a third time, Senpai.“
   Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

   Miyata shower scene & Sweaty sex scene:
   Me: *no-sound/silent scream coz I don’t want to disturb them* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

   Ex(?) teaser:
   Me: he’s kinda handsome but arrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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9. how many men did Iwanaga Takashi mess in the past, like for real how many and dude came out of nowhere.

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10. the next episode looks good, Takashi former hookup/lover comes into the picture haha

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11. TRANSLATION PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ😔😔😔😔😔😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

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12. I HAVE BEEN COUNTING DAYS FOR THIS😔

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13. TRANSLATION PLZZZ

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